I told her that she take me for granted but I'm actually I'm the one who take her for granted because all I ever do is just move her to a higher status but I never even ask or understand what she want...... today we start msg each other & it make realize that I'm the one who is selfish, not her......
Writing this blog is the remind myself not do blame but do see how much thing that I have done by end of the day ~
1st day of the year
I was sleeping at her house & it make me feel like home don't really want to leave. After feel hungry my friend that I don't appreciate before, ask me out for so call breakfast ( but is at 4pm ) we had economic rice & yougart taste so nice..... then I tell them I going to watch movie alone but Deline was concern that I'm still not okay ( after feeling want to suicide ) she said she want to follow & it make me touch then I decided to go butterworth for movie with Amy & Kelvan..... after the plan I meet Deline at 7:30pm & start driving to Butterworth to find Amy & Kelvan. I thought I'm smart because I got GPS but end up lost in the jungle hahahaha then call Kelvan for help ~ his is on the phone with Deline ~ thanks god he is like a human GPS, We find him but he & his family just finish eating ( on the same moment I think he is great because he can have at least once a week family dinner & I can't even do that) Hmmm let cut it short ~ we went for movie call the darkness hour ( about alien eat ppl ) then when for Koay Teow Basah ~ her fav food .... & I msg her again & she ask me to take nice picture & I asked " picture of koay teow or me ~ happy that she said both ~ here is the picture of me & koay teow ~
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